Hey everyone, I hope you’re all doing fine today; I’ve been busy with college work, as usual. But I found some time to sit down and write out some thoughts of mine which I wanted to share with you.
As far back as I can remember, the moment I was old enough to create stories and imagine-up worlds in my mind – I hit the ground running.
I would feverishly write stories full of adventure, of daring fights, of deeply-wounded friendships or ironic allies. Of deep and complicated love, of the types of fleeting moments that can only be experienced once in a lifetime. Of those kinds of moments full of an energy-force indescribable in our human speech.
There’s an ebb and flow to it, a give-and-take respect you must have for the craft of writing. Thanks to writing, over the years; it’s given me a whole new perspective of all sorts of different life-experiences that I would not have gained otherwise. Not even through living my own life could I have acquired most of the knowledge I’ve worked hard to obtain.
For the first time, I was able to see through the lens of other people. Of the men, women, and children who felt misunderstood by those around them, or who secretly felt overwhelmed by society and of living up to the expectations of others.
To truly know their thoughts, their emotions, and their motives. It was quite possibly one of the scariest skills I acquired from writing. It was as though I was living through the lens of another soul’s journey through life.
Once I accepted that there was no turning back from this lifestyle; I was able to start my journey down this path. That I would never again truly be able to control my own life, that I would be a willing servant to the beautiful and mythical craft of writing; all of these things and more, scared me like no other reality on this Earth could ever scare a person.
But oh boy, has the journey of a writer been one which has rewarded me with pieces of knowledge more precious than any dollar value could ever hold against it. Just as much as it’s cursed me, being a writer has also given me the very privilege of seeing the world in it’s true form. To see other people for who they really are, to see myself for who I really am, and to see the beauty and horror of our existential dilemmas caused by a mixture of society’s constraints and our never-ending personal journey to maintain peace and equilibrium.
At this time in the article, I think it’s important to stop for a moment and remind all of us, myself included; of one very important truth that we may sometimes overlook whenever we’re making decisions in our life.
Which is: “Be careful what you wish for.”
If you understand the very weight and depth of these words, then you will understand that what you manifest in your own personal and private life will have unseen rippling affects even after your death comes. You may realize to some extent; the actions of your words, the actions of your actions, all hold a weight unseen by our human eyes.
But in some way, that’s the beauty of life. This is what makes it such a rollercoaster to begin with. We have no real control of what our lives will invariably become in the end – but we do have control over how we want to experience life and the legacy we want to leave behind. This is, without a doubt, one of the strongest truths to life.
You see, to be a writer not only means to be a weaver of stories; but moreover, it means to be human at it’s most core meanings and realities.
You must understand that you will become responsible, either directly or indirectly, for the way in which some people live their lives. But if you take the time to truly understand those closest to you, and even those whom you work closest with; then you’ll begin to understand who they are as people. Who each and every one of them are as human beings. You will invariably come to one of two conclusions. You will either like who you see, or, you will realize that some of these people are just so starkly different from yourself, that you can’t stand being around them.
There are so many other things I wish to delve deeper into, but for today, I think I will end the post here.
If there’s anything I wish for you to take away from this post; it’s this:
Remember to always forgive yourself and others after you’ve had time to grieve. You are not responsible for the actions of others; and believe it or not, there are times in your life where you are not truly in control of your own actions. We all live by the standards of others, after all. So we must be mindful of our life and other people’s lives as well; and realize that some things in life just can’t be changed.
Forever in Your Debt,