Hello world, just checking in to see how everyone is doing. I wonder…why are there so many possibilities? I mean to say, there is an endless array of choices to choose from. There’s an endless list of items, destinations, and places I’ve yet to venture to – because, I’ve been so enraptured by the things I have already done and accomplished. There are many people who are less fortunate then me, and then, there are many other people who are more fortunate then us. I wonder, what is our lot in this life? To toil away for the rest of our days, to break our bodies down over time due to the natural progression of life? Certainly there is something more out there, or is there…?
Maybe it really is all about perspective. Of course, that’s how I’ve lived my life for the last three years.
But then, there are those moments. Ah yes, those moments of complete and utter bewilderment, confusion, and delusion. I begin to feel myself drifting off into nothingness, but oddly enough in that moment, I feel more connected with the world and the universe then I have ever felt before. In that moment of absolute and ultimate clarity, I see. I see what is and what was. I see the beauty of friendship and camaraderie grow like a wild rose in the plains of heaven. I see the injustice and cruelty of cold, callous hearts, and all of the injustices thrown onto the people of the world. I see the lines of society blur between the lines of humanness, for both better and worse. I see marriage between two souls forever intertwined in a moment of inescapable blessings. I see the mingling of darkness veiled within the expanse of light. I see truth, no matter the mood.
So I say on this note, the many esoteric words no other human dares speak.
Why are you so selfish? Why are you willingly allowing the world to change you. You should be changing the world, not the other way around. There are no excuses, there are no good reasons. You must steady your hand and stand tall for what you believe in. Take your convictions and grow a garden of life, not of evil. Don’t be afraid of the darkness either, for both light and dark create the equilibrium of life. Always remember however, to tread carefully.
Lest you get lost in the void of no-return…
Forever in Your Debt,